Over the last almost two years I have been through some life changing and physically altering operations. Three surgeries in going on two years. 1. Surgery was a right side oophorectomy and tumor removal of an 8.5 lb tumor. That’s when everything changed because I found I have a recurring tumor condition. After recovering from that surgery I tried to go back to full time work and herniated where they had performed my surgery. An inscisional hernia. So back out of work and surgery number 2. This one changed me in a way that I never knew was coming. I now forever can’t hardly lift anything or carry much. I have excruciating pain. I began the journey of trying to figure out life as someone I didn’t even recognize. The healing never has fully happened but I tried to go back to work full time and couldn’t. I then began my limited part time hours due to increasing pain when I start lifting and carrying. Then I find out I have more growth. I have a few rupture and then I had to have surgery again. Surgery number 3. They had to do the left side oophorectomy. all while this is happening my orthopedic Dr is becoming increasingly worried about my arthritis and starts me on knee injections. From all the down time in between surgeries and not being able to work my knees had only got worse. Then 2 weeks ago I fell and hurt my knee and am back out of work. They are sending me to a stomach disease specialist to find out why after 3 surgeries I’m still having so many issues and pain. So the copays and my insurance premiums are racking up not to mention the list of medications I currently have to take. Including one that is $75 for a partial month. I’m at a loss and I hate that I find myself once again in the need and kindness of others. I’m drowning and I can’t seem to find a place to hold onto. My fiance works but it’s just enough to cover our bills and food. He’s been wonderful and tried very hard to keep everything going but he can only do so much. I currently am looking into my options for assistance and filing for disability but that’s a long road. I need a miracle to be able to make all my appointments this month and afford my medicine. I don’t know when or if I’ll even be able to work anytime soon. I need a miracle. Anything helps and is greatly appreciated.